Who figured out paragraph breaks for HTML? This guy! (with a little help)

This is my first attempt at trying to put in paragraph breaks in HTML, since this is the only way that I can compose a blog entry on my ipad. Let's hope this works!

Did it work? I guess there is only one way to find out!

Thank you, Sam, for the heads up on how to insert paragraph breaks in HTML. One of these days I will get the hang of this computery stuff, but I doubt seriously if I will ever get the hang of Excel.

On Stop Lights (I thought I could hold out, but I was wrong)

Okay...stop lights.  I hate them.  I hate them with every fiber of my being.  Nothing, and I mean nothing, makes me more angry than having to stop when I am trying to get somewhere.  Well, being late makes me pretty angry, and sometimes stop lights have a way of bringing me closer and closer to that threshold that separates being early and being late.

What really makes my blood boil, my face turn red and colorful vocabulary escape my lips is when I catch a red light and see nothing coming the other way.  Literally nothing.  Well nothing more than a car making a right turn, but they can do that on a red though, right?

I hate it when there are two left-turn lanes and I'm in the line in the one to the right.  And when we make the turn after the light turns green, three cars in front of me immediately switch over to the left hand lane after the turn is made.  Do these chuckleheads not comprehend the purpose of having dual left turn lanes??  It boggles my mind, and I shit you not, I see it daily.  Simple concept.  If you need to be in the left lane, then use the turn lane farthest to the left.  If you need to be in the right lane, use the lane farthest to the right.  It is not difficult, people.  I promise you, it isn't!  But then again, around here people do not understand the concept of the fast lane either, but I digress.

I hate it when stop lights are on timers that don't need to be on timers.  What's wrong with the sensors?  Why do I have to continue to sit at a light picking my nose so that the light can stay green for the other guy that is coming the other way, but is half a mile away from the intersection?  I'm sitting there having a coronary while dipshit is poking up the road, knowing that he's going to have plenty of time to make his light.

Part of me has come to accept that if there is a disadvantageous red light to be caught, I am going to catch it.  It is true, and my girlfriend has noted this skill I have developed with humor in her voice.  So sometimes I resign myself to it, knowing that it is inevitable. Other times you would swear that Attila the Hun was sitting next to you in a silver Toyota Corolla.

Most of the time I am a patient and reasonable individual.  I can be understanding, kind and thoughtful in conversation, ready to lend any advice that may help in a given situation.  That all goes away when I'm in the driver's seat.  I become full of scorn and contempt for any fellow human being that is oblivious to what is happening around them, and that just happens to be the majority of people on the road today.  Well...really just skip that part.  If I am behind the wheel and you are on the road in another car other than mine, you are my enemy.

Oh and one more thing from Patrick's Driving School...under no circumstances is it okay to hit your brakes before giving your turn signal.  Ever.

Here endeth the lesson.

Aimlessly finding my way to the bookstore

It doesn't take much to get my mind wandering.  Sometimes just a word will do it, depending on my mood or what I am doing at the time the word comes up.  Usually, if it's quiet, my mind starts to wander.  It always has.

I'm not sure why I'm writing.  I just feel like I should.  I haven't written anything here in a little bit, and I'm sure you're all biting at the bit to see what kind of shtuff I'm going to talk about.  I went into town earlier this evening and got caught at a stoplight.  One light that ALWAYS catches me and therefore makes my blood boil and my vision go instantly red.  I thought I would write about my hatred of stop lights, especially the red ones, but I'll save that trinket for another day.

Here's something interesting.  Did you know that there is not a single bookstore, that is not a Christian one, within a 25 minute drive of my house?  Seriously.  If I want to buy a book, or just peruse the shelves for new material, or even old material, I have to drive 30 to 40 minutes to the nearest Barnes & Noble.  There are three Super Duper Amazing Magnificent Walmarts within 15 minutes of my house, but a bookstore?  Negative.

Some say get over it, get a Kindle or read books on your ipad.  To that I say, no, I will not get over it.  You see, I prefer to be able to turn the pages of my book when reading it.  I prefer to be able to see what kind of progress I'm making as I see the bookmark move ever so slowly through the pages from the front to the back.  I like to be able to flip to the index, find a particular subject, and go right to it in a flash if I'm trying to find information.

Others say just use Amazon, and sometimes I do.  But only when I want a book that I cannot find at the bookstore.  I used to use Amazon pretty often when I was in school, simply because it was much cheaper buying my books in bulk that way and when you're reading anywhere between 15-20 books a semester, saving that money is pretty crucial.

And, not that it's a huge deal (this is about the small shtuff), but there isn't a coffee shop within reasonable driving distance either.  Sure, I have my coffee at home, but sometimes you want something more than the dripped goodness of the at home coffee maker.  So, often times, when I want to go to the bookstore, I often make a trip to the coffee shop and enjoy something delicious.

Maybe it's a good thing that the bookstore is 40 minutes from here as I look at the piles of books on and under my nightstand and the books overflowing the little bookcase that I have in my bedroom, along with the books stacked on the floor next to my bookcase.  Or better yet, maybe it's time to buy a new bookcase?  They do say that the third time is a charm and the two that I have could use another book storing friend.

Anyway, I guess it's about time to close the computer up and do a little reading before my eyelids get too heavy.  If you guys have any quips, gripes or other shtuff to talk about, leave a comment and we'll all see what kind of shtuff makes the world go round.

It Started With No Title, So I'll Keep It That Way

I haven't titled this post prior to starting it, because I do not know where it will go.  Sometimes, I just feel like writing with no real point to be made.  There is something theraputic about feeling the fingers move over the keyboard, pressing keys one after the other as the words just pop into my head.  And sometimes it's better to write, just so the words have somewhere to go, other than round and round my brain. 

I wrote a post the other day and said something to the effect of our purpose is to live.  Something like that anyway.  I've been at work this weekend, and it's been pretty slow here so I've had plenty of time to think.  And if you know me, when I have time to think, that's usually what I'm going to do.  And I've had a thought...just came to me before I started this paragraph.  Honestly.  That's what happens when the thoughts go around and around...like the prize wheel, no one knows where they will stop, or what the prize will be.

Here is my thought.  Not only are we here to live, but we're here to love, too.  There is nothing, and I mean nothing, on this earth as powerful as the emotion and feelings that come with love.  The presence of it can be all one needs to keep themselves going, and it can crash down the world of another at the very same time.  With only a look, a twitch of the eyebrow, an exhale of breath, a turn of the corner of the mouth...if the recipient of such seemingly miniscule actions knows of the love that is behind them, then they can make or break a thought or a full day in the blink of an eye. 

Such an amazing thing that love is.  Even with the pain that love can bring, there is something positive that can be taken from it.  A new starting place.  A new beginning.  With love comes empathy and with empathy comes introspection.  I don't do this enough, I don't think.  It usually takes me being called out for doing something or saying something stupid to realize that time has come.  And when I do, it doesn't take long to see the error of my ways.  No other emotion turns the mirror on oneself the way love does. 

Anger and hate are blinding from the truth.  They prevent the ability for someone to take a look at themselves.  Not only that, but it takes your personal struggles and makes them someone else's.  Is that right?  Forget I asked that.  Stupid question.  We all know what the answer is. 

Happiness is one sided, and only takes part in half of the spirit of live we have.  There is always going to be good and bad.  The flip side for happiness is sadness.  Without one, we cannot appreciate the other. 

Love is all encompassing.  It covers the four corners of life, whatever those may be to whomever may be reading this.  It ushers in a whole range of other feelings, thoughts and emotions...hope, happiness, sadness, frustration, anger, appreciation, sullenness, the whole bit. 

Think about it.  The one, or ones, you love do a better job of bringing out all of those emotions better than anyone or anything on earth.  There is nothing that can make a person happier, or sadder, or more frustrated, or down right angry than love.  That is how big it is.  That is how strong it is, and it is because it has this ability that it can overcome anything. 

It doesn't take much to make love flip the switch, but when it does, if you don't like what love is bringing out, the switch can just as easily be flipped back.  It just takes looking at oneself.  What sucks about that is that single thing is the hardest thing for a lot of us to do.

I'm no authority on love, just that I know what it makes me feel.  Although, I'd say the feelings are pretty common and universal, but that's just me.  There are enough books, poetry and other literature written about love, they could fill library upon library, and do.  This is just a snippet of a much larger idea, what I think is the most important idea.

What do you think? 

It's in the Air

It's another beautiful Autumn morning here.  The air is crisp, and the sky is clear.  There are only a couple of things that could make today better.One would be not having to write this from work on such a nice morning, and the other would be writing this while sitting on the front porch in Boone.

Like I told someone yesterday, there is no place better on earth.  About that, I am convinced.  I've seen a couple of pictures taken up there over the past few days, and they make me pretty jealous. 

I think often about the time I spent up there, and wish there were a reason for me to go back beyond just a weekend trip.  It is mornings like this one that make me miss it the most.  As crisp as the air is here; there, it is more crisp.  And as clear as the mornings are here; there, they are much more clear.  There is just something about enjoying a hot cup of coffee sitting out on the porch in the cool mountain air that cannot be beat. 

Maybe I'll end up back there.  No one can know for sure, but only time will tell.

Oh, and one more thing...Go Apps!

Take a Deep Breath and Soak It In

With all of the debate scuttlebutt going around, and the approaching presidential election, a lot of folks forget to see the small shtuff all around them. One thing that hit me pretty hard this morning as I stood outside watching the light from the rising sun hit the trees is that Autumn is upon us. The leaves are just beginning to turn in my little corner of the world, which means that Winter is not far away. I think I'll enjoy the Fall first though...being able to walk outside or sit on the porch without having to worry about sweating or bugs, feeling the crispness of the air as it cools down, and keeping up with my alma mater's football team (Go Apps!). Those are the big things about Fall that I love, and of course seeing the leaves change as the woodlands around here settle down for their long Winter's nap. As we get neck deep in political quibbles, remember that there is a life outside of all that shtuff. It takes a little reminding for me from time to time. With all of the differences that are pointed out to us on a daily basis, there is one common factor that brings all of us together. We're all here for the same purpose. We're all here to live.

Dependency and why it sucks

I'm irritated. It's only Tuesday and I'm ready for this week to be over and done, but wait...I get to work this weekend. I hate bitching about stuff like this, especially in public, but sometimes it has to be done. I was going to post something pointing to the nicer shtuff life is made of, but with my frame of mind right now, there is a big dark, forbidding cloud where at one time this morning there were kittens and puppies and sunshine and daisies. In the blink of an eye, those diasappeared. ***another ipad post, so there are no paragraph breaks*** See, I have this problem. I do not like depending on people, and try very hard to not have to unless it is absolutely necessary. I hated group projects at school with a passion. You want to see me lose it fast, observe me as a part of a group and the levels of stress I put on myself wondering if the stuff others are working on for the group is getting done. I much prefer to be the one that can be depended upon to get something done. I'm not saying that I always get it done immediately, but I think I have a decent track record and about a 95% rate of dependability give or take a point. I prefer to do things myself. If I have to tell someone how to do something I need, I'd rather take the time that I'm using to explain the task and just use it to work on the issue myself. At the same time that irritation levels rise, I do not like stepping on toes or hurting another's feelings. Chances are that I'm not going to call anyone a mouth-breathing blowhard, namely because I wouldn't want someone thinking of me in that light. So, I internalize these thoughts and feelings to the point that I shake and get visibly upset. It isn't healthy, I realize that, but what can I do? Don't answer that. I know that not everyone is an idiot. I've worked with some fine people, both in the present and the past. Yet, it only takes one. One idiotic, mouth breathing blowhard can disrupt the harmony that should be people working as a team to accomplish something. And chances are when the rest of the group pulls through to accomplish the goal without the help of the moron, the moron will receive more than his/her fair share of the credit and the rest of us will have to smile. Now, I'll finish up this post with something positive. I know that when I get off this afternoon, Bailey will be glad to see me. That will make me smile, on the inside at the very least.

Monday, Monday...

After what was a relaxing, stress free weekend, Monday comes and I feel like I've been punched in the gut. And to boot...it is dreary and rainy outside. It should be against the law to have to show up for work on rainy Mondays. ***This is posted from my ipad, and I have no idea how to make paragraph breaks in HTML...if you know, I'd appreciate some info!*** Today is a good day though. Or it will be once I make it through the long workday. Today is my one year anniersary with my better half, Amelia. The first hour and a half of work has proven to move just as slowly as I thought it would, but hey, only 8 more hours and change to go. Have a great Monday, everyone!